In Loving Memory
"Shelby, I had a dream about you last night. Still can't believe you're really gone. I wanted to make it to your funeral and the fact that I didn't will bother me for the rest of my life. I know you're watching down on us and at least you understand the circumstances that prevented me from being there were out of my control. You were truly my best friend and even after we grew apart for a while, no one ever could and never will replace the place you have in my life. I'm so mad, i don't understand why you were taken from us at such a young age but I hope you're at peace. I love you with every piece of my heart and I wish I wasn't finding myself writing to you like this. I wish I would be texting you instead but only God knows why. I miss you. Thinking of all the memories we have is troubling for me at times like these because I know we never will have a chance to add to those memories. You had so many plans for the future that you'll never get to live out. Life is so cold at times. I don't feel like I can ever truly heal from this loss.. I miss you and will always remember you and think of you Shelby."
